My life’s like a stagnant water. It hardly moves, but wavers a little. I am still where I was last year and the year before that. I wish things were different; I wish times were different. I just wish I was different. I am so fed up of the same old boring life. Doing same thing everyday is quite tiring. Life’s been so predictable for me. There were no surprises, no miracles, and no gifts whatsoever.
Nonetheless it’s a pleasant life but I just wish there were more excitement than it has now. I don’t mean to sound greedy, asking for more than I deserve but sometimes it’s dry to have no excitement and challenges in life. I don’t expect my life to change over-night or in a fortnight’s time but few positives changes are welcome. I just wish gods in heaven are kinder to me than they were and change the whole essence of my life.
There are so many things I haven’t experienced in life. For instance, I have never boarded a plane (though my sister insisted I once come by flight during college, I refused), never had champagne, never celebrated my birthday with a birthday-cake, never learned to drive a car and the list is endless. There are so many things I want to do in life, so many subjects I want to excel in, so many areas I want to explore but all these are beyond me if my life is what I have now.
I just wish I knew, what initiatives that needs to be taken to experience change in one’s life drastically. I wish I knew how to prioritize things in life so it may not look so complicated.